wow everybody

how i currently feel about work

its A FUCKING JOKE!!!

No training until further notice… 😦

So I am taking reset calls until til 10am each day…

We have 3 panels to learn still, which i was expecting to finish off this week…

I was so pissed off about having to take calls still 10am, i felt it affected how I handled calls and then how I handled the calls when I touched the Resolve Call Que

On a positive note!!!

We are going onto shift from this Sunday… I am just hoping that I can have this coming Monday off… then have I can have 5 days off… a 3 day week off the following week and then I am off for a WEEK!!!

I see faux white slopes in my horizon 😀

me

Had a lot of thoughts rushing through my head I can say…

Just had a MEH me day, as I didn’t have a lot of sleep and felt I could have done on my day off and time between waking up n going to work…

When walking to work yesterday, I was thinking why I do certain things in my life

*My appearance
*Being confident out of work
*Lack of confidence in work
*Attention seeking
*Becoming a monk
*Showing emotion
*Being secretive

APPEARANCE –
Why is it that I can my haircut and forms of facial hair?
I do feel comfortable in my own skin, yet I go through haircuts and facial hair styles like David Beckham…

BEING CONFIDENT-
As someone said to me this year, I have probably always being confident. Just didn’t believe in myself that much…

LACK OF CONFIDENCE
Not sure why this is… but I always seem to clam up at work until i feel confident in what I do at work.

ATTENTION SEEKING
Me??? Attention seeking, NEVER.. OK, I’ll admit I have either worn something, said something or grown a tache for the sake of it. I suppose its what I thought people/friends wanted to see.

SHOWING EMOTION
Well I can safely say I am emotional, I do cry and care about things… My heart strings are pulled by certain things which probably I relate too or care about.
(whilst watching NO ORDINARY FAMILY I cried twice whilst typing this)

BECOMING A MONK
Ok, I doubt I’ll ever go that far. I am trying to just balance STUFF
I do feel I use this thing called the internet TOO MUCH – Facebook/tumblr
Drink less if any
I have stopped making the effort with people i know who don’t with me, which i will make more of an effort now

SECRETIVE
Well, I am a Scorpio… Its WHAT we do. I doubt I’ll lose this ever, just something I hold onto and still won’t open myself up fully. Its just in my makeup.

WELL I HAVE BORED YOU NOW. But I wanted to put something on paper or write about it. *DONE*

1st post of the year…

well i have offically started LIVE at ADT today… calls were running very slow and I grabbed the chance to get off early..

yes i might owe 3.5 hours, but already home… done shopping… will start with the chores in a mo… 😀

ramblings and rants

Day 2

Of not posting anything on facebook apart from reading it…

I just felt that i’ve either over used it or haven’t found a happy medium of sorts etc..

So

I decided to not post as much, only post when its a MAJOR boast  etc etc…

i’ll comment on people’s stuff when i see fit, but my facebook time as come as.  as you could have at times stalked me, now its you know what i look like without facial hair.   the things i’ve done over my b’day weekend.   what i eat (yes i like to photograph food)

end of ramble /rant

The Guardian New Band Playlist from September

Guardian Music Blog New Band Playlist

can admit to being an old fart

waited for friends to advise when they were hitting the town… got told about 10.30 and needed to be there from 11.15…

haven’t seen them in a while, but all comfy now and MOTD is on…

will pop to the fridge for some makers mark avec ginger ale 😀

Dear Nigella Lawson

Dear Nigella Lawson,

when creating apparently simple pasta dish.  Please use fecking ingredients that joe bloggs can obtain…  ditalini or mezzi tubetti pasta can’t be found in supermarkets, so I am doing the deli hunt today around Greater Manchester…

This is the weekly show by Nigella that I saw the pasta dish on… Yet, pretty much all the dishes I could easily make if i did a lil adjustment to them so I could eat them 😀 http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b00v36rx

Watching the show is 20 minutes of pure joy and I even questioned my sexuality momentarily

awww Friday

damn u Greys!!!

that is all 😀

Facebook Friends Photos

I wonder how many people on my friends list or people I know of in Manchester area, know they have at least one photo of them on tumblr???

I am not saying LOADS of people on my list or Loads of people in manchester area HAVE, but its a fair few…

Photos from the events always pop up a week or two as well, either people have put them on a flickr account or some1 on their friends list is uploading them… ???